An ABDL Place

I’ve tried my best to not get carried away
I'm always caving under the pressure
Despite all I know
I can’t help but do this alone...

Every second I waste
The more I'm losing my faith
The path keeps growing longer
I tried to make all changes I needed to make
It's like I'm destined for disaster...

Any time I catch my breath again
It only lasts a moment
It’s so easy to throw my life away
So I’d rather take a chance
𝘖𝘯 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘐'𝘮 𝘮𝘦𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦!
I always get so close then lose it
I'm not sure what’s wrong with me
So many self induced illusions
Disguised as 𝘤𝘭𝘢𝘳𝘪𝘵𝘺!
𝘕𝘰𝘸! I’ve lost my mind
𝑰 keep racing time
𝑰 still question myself.
𝓦𝓱𝓮𝓻𝓮 𝓭𝓸 𝓘 𝓭𝓻𝓪𝔀 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓵𝓲𝓷𝓮?
𝘐 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘰 𝘱𝘶𝘵 𝘶𝘱 𝘢 𝘧𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵
𝘐 𝘵𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘵𝘰𝘰 𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘪𝘻𝘦!