Dear sir or madam
Back at the bottom
You know they say the weather's nice this time of year
Place feels like home now
Think I've forgotten
How often I've found myself ending up back here
(It's just a quick trip)
Down that rabbit hole
Where thoughts always go
(It's just a quick trip)
Same toxic reverie
Awful end to me
๐ ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ๐ด ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ด๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ค๐ต๐ง๐ถ๐ญ๐ญ๐บ
I'm feeling worthless
Probably deserve this
So I might walk alone through this dark alley home
Praying to no one
Something or someone just puts me down
Hey I miss ya, wish you well
Postcard from a living hell
P.S. I'm drinking
To drown the failure
'๐๐ข๐ถ๐ด๐ฆ ๐'๐ท๐ฆ ๐ง๐ถ๐ค๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ถ๐ฑ ๐ข๐จ๐ข๐ช๐ฏ ๐ญ๐ช๐ฌ๐ฆ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ต ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ช๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ
Guilt like an anchor
Pulling me under
๐๐ฎ ๐๐ค๐ค๐ฉ'๐จ ๐จ๐ค ๐๐๐ง ๐๐ฃ๐จ๐๐๐ ๐ข๐ฎ ๐ข๐ค๐ช๐ฉ๐ ๐๐ฉ'๐จ ๐๐๐ง๐ ๐ฉ๐ค ๐๐ง๐๐๐ฉ๐๐
Disclaimer: I am not female.
"Bedbugs are a gateway drug." QuirkyGal c.2024
"My parents dropped me when I was 22." JackBLittle c.2024